tahlia blanchard's Page

i am a recovering addict & i thought for a year now my husband was also, last monday he admitted to me he was addicted to pain pills & muscle relaxers, my world came crumbling down cause for a whole year since he quit drinking & drugging, i was so proud of him for choosing a sober life only to find out it was only a lie, and yes money was disappearring on his end & when it startedto become really large amounts i did question him, he told me that he had began gambling,did believe this until recently when his actions started changing, he started becoming very forgetful & lying & i could tell, now, i was gonna leave him, but he made promises to go & get help & counseling & that everything was going to be different & he started to act different but only for a few days, now he is back to wanting large sums of money & just treating me like crap not coming straight home from work & things like that. i don't know what to do, i thought of going to marriage counseling, but i don't know, i keep hearing that once you do that it is the end of your marriage, but i almost feel like it's the end anyway. can anyone try to help?????????????